I am just tired
I can’t think my way out of the past but I still try to anyway.
I’m so tired right now. My flight has been delayed. It kind of stinks. But it’s OK.
Trying to think, my head hurts. After getting very emotional last night I decided I just needed to quit coffee once and for all. So I’ve not had any coffee. A friend of mine commented that I seemed quite tired today. Part of that is probably the lack of coffee in my system.
I feel less anxious, though.
Sometimes today I think to myself, I ought to be happy, and it brings my mood up.
But I am just tired. I’m working on accepting, not fighting the past. I have this wishful thinking. I wish I did this. I wish I did that.
But then I wouldn’t have the people in my life that I love and appreciate. My boyfriend being one person that comes to mind. Without my dissatisfaction for life last year I would not have run into him. I would not have run a conference. I would not have met so many wonderful people.
It would be nice to not worry about money, though.